underdog day

according to my special calender. today is the underdog day. haha =D
after a month. i m bac to the inner part of me.
or maybe in another way.. finally i get to open my heart and breathe for an article time.

" Chew is bac from a camp and departing to somewhere " this is what i wrote in my facebook home!

well. my previous blog wrote tat i m really looking forward towards Macau trip and CHSJ's camp. well. CHSJ's camp is over now. nex up... Macau trip. don't know for wat damn reason here i go again.. I'm mad again!!
for a sudden thought... i don't feel like going.
i don't know what is it all about. when u u u or u ask me bout it, i don't even know how to answer but u all will think tat i m scary and really mad and i admit it. i always sad for no reason though.

jz like a day before my camp in FRIM..
sunday evening. i just cry like tat and sister is mad at me. i think is hard for them to live with me too. i feel like a 1000 ton burden for them. i have no idea how to solve this.
i m giving out SOS sign long long time again. but it is just not working. gave up!

my brain is in a butterfly shape. haha XD
a beautiful and complicated knot. don't really know when is it gonna turn into it's normal one.

went to youtube and search randomly and found this hidden song. not bad =D

梁静茹 - 我最快乐那一年
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KYkEZfS_iMQ&feature=related