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tada and a haha.
i'm in a very happy mood today. not totally the whole day but after society.

today is the 1st day of me having society this year. As a president who is playing a very important role makes me really stress and worry. But, i used to share stuff with my beloved becca and afengz. Although the 2 of them felt as stress as i do and we actually have secret meetings from time to time. This is something that i am really proud of. Me myself, them and also to st.john members. Something that not much presidents N vice-presidents have. The relationship we shared is not like what you see but it is so much more deeper than what u thought. I feel really great having them always by my side. Standing for each other. Spend our recess together . 365 days walking towards the vegetarian stall. It is something that symbolize us too i guess.

The 1st society activity. AGM ( annual general meeting )
1st and the last year (maybe) standing in front of the members. Be a real leader and it is my dream to be one. Being a president of ST.JOHN really make me feel so proud of myself. It's not only teachers and seniors who see my capability and also i proved to myself that if i want to do something i can do it =) Never give up ur dream as it will really come true if u work hard and get it!
it's not easy for me to reach this stage of president. Years and years to do my best to service students in school n yet sacrifice a lil for the society. But i think everything is worth it. Although it is a tough road but i enjoyed all the stress and sadness that i've been through. A thing that i always tell myself ENJOY STRESS!!! haha.
everyone surely think that i'm seriously mad here. But this is just my point of view. =)

Talking about society's aim infront of gengta , ms yew , seniors and all members...Giving command infront of all seniors and members... it was like a WOW WOW WOW !!!!
No one can ever get that feeling unless u r one be4. When we were having out masuk baris today, my heart beat was so damn fast that i still can't believe that i am still the president of my society. oh my! haha.

Then everything slowly became better and better. =)

The night before = friday night. We had a long long discussion till late midnight. People might think that we are nuts but i think it's our responsibility to do so. Although the 3 of us are really seriously tired but we actually finish everything and done our job. Something funny happens in btw of course, afengz dont' have a clear mind and started mixing up all the things. haha. funny him. On the actual day, period 7th hands started to shake ( nervous + worries ). Then, everything flow just like above.

Another thing that shine my day is that mingYI praised me that i gave a good speech. Before he told me so, i was wondering whether i did a good job just now but i think my questions are all being solved now. I'm really happy that once again i did my job well.
I have no idea wat i said just now already and i think i can do better next time. =)

Groups planning. Something that can bring someone joy or tears for the entire year.
Surely there are people who were upset that they were in the groups that they doesn't wan to be in.
But i think the only thing that i can help them is to accept the fact and be happy with it.
In my pass years, when i was form3 i was in Knowledge group too. A group that not many people like to be in and even hated it so so so much. But i just simply enjoy my year in there. The next year, i became the leader of Knowledge Group. Something that i don't really like to do. But what to do? As a committee or society member we gotta accept orders from the president and do our duty! But why people nowadays just don't have this kinda thinking and they only know how to complain? This is why things won't improve! I make it a great year for Knowledge Group and added lots of new rules and learned a lot of things there. I learn to lead, i learn to communicate, i learn to talk and etc.
If we don't have a choice but to do so just make it a good year instead of having a bad year and spoil your mood.
This is something that i wanted to tell the members but somehow they just won't listen. Only some of them will. Went in from the left ear and came out from the right ear. aha.

Don't let ur responsibility guide you but you guide your own responsiility. =)

Good Luck to everyone!!!
Lots of love to CHSJ.

vaL . 11.33pm