Complicated

为什么每一次我就是不能融入你们？
还是之间早已隔着隔膜？
连一句简单的问候语我们似乎都懒得开口了。
一次又一次的问自己，我跟你们依然会而且是永远的朋友，因为我的初中生活除了你们以外已经没什么回忆了，有太多讲不出的感觉。
问题不在于你们而是我自己。
有时甚至觉得不想打扰你们的开心。

It's very bad to have this kinda feelings in mind but those feelings like "Turn around there you are" no longer last.

也许我们的友谊真的不能长久。

Odd feelings are spreading in me.

I did something really terrible today.
I saw all of em' in the canteen today. Quite a number of em' but I walked away.
I don't know what is on my mind at that moment.
I feel like walking towards them but I stop myself from doing so.
Why on earth I do so? I don't know.

Don't have to feel bad guys.
I am the coward.

I am acting like an idiot in the class lately too.
Forgive me for being such a jerk.






Sorry for everything :[