What should I do?

We just got the school magazine today. The 28th school magazine.

I was flipping through the magazine in the car.

Looking at those genius in my school getting all sorts of trophy from various competition and...

Guess what can you see in my face at that very moment? Nothing much but Jealousy and Frustration :(

I was frustrated over me myself. Yea. Chew Sze Yen Valerie, the girl who gets nothing throughout her secondary school life. I regret that I am not active in taking part in whatever competition.

Who knows maybe I can get at least something right?

But it's too late.

It's tooo late.... So sad so sad :(

Trophy?

I only get one when I was in the kindergarten and that's all. Pity huh? I feel sorry for myself too.

The society judge you with your results and how active are you during your secondary school days and of course as many pages of resume as possible and stacks of certificates if you have. That is the thing that influence you until the day you go for an interview.

But...

Despite you get the best of everything academically but until the end of the day, you cannot communicate well is also a problem.Don't hesitate to communicate with different people friend.

You'll gain more once you get along with different types of people.

What can I do?

or I should say What should I do?

I have no idea.

I know nothing about accounting.

I am not sure whether I have interest in Law or not.

I have no idea how do I looks like if I take subjects related to Biology.

Insane human being thinks a lot.

I am one of them.

I'll find my way :|

Yes I will!

Wish me all the best. Thanks :D