take a break, have a kit kat

Life can be so stressful at times where you just feel like to stay away from everything for an hour or two.

I really thought this post will be posted at somewhere chilling and relaxing. A place where I'm all alone with my laptop and probably a nice cup of drink, but I guess I don't have the time to look for a place like this at this moment. Normal coffee stores like Starbucks and Coffee Bean are no longer as "peaceful" as it is like the last time... Starbucks is nothing right now. Apparently Starbucks is not doing well in Europe but their business is growing in Asia, very ironic, is it not? HAHAHAHA :D 

Mission: Get a nice place with nice hot chocolate for a getaway! :) 

Any suggestions? 

I always tell people to take a break, have a kit kat. It is really easy to say but hard to do. 

I'm so tired of being the left out one all the time, I hate sitting in between of people discussing about topics and things that I don't know. This is like a "you-are-dying-soon" phenomena you know? Ze effort and time I put into one thing is so much until I get the total opposite of what I should have gained. This is another "you-are-hopeless" feeling. Sigh, this negative part of me is dominating my body...it's so difficult to look for a 5-10% of optimism in me. This is making me real sick. I had gastric for the very first time last week, it was so bad until I couldn't sleep and my parents have to drive me to the 24 hours clinic for a jab. I believe this is a stress related thing. I think I need to start on meditation or perhaps yoga to stop myself from digging into the "stress-grave".

Let's hope I'll be back with something more positive the next time. 

One of the quotes that I've found,

Dreams seldom materialize on their own.
-Dian Fossey

In that case, work harder and smarter is the only way out. 

Gotta keep my fingers crossed till August and we will see by then. The next step of my life depends on the last two days of July and the first day of August. Hope God will be kind to me. 

-off-