Have you ever

Have you ever felt ...

as if you can never live up to ones' standard
as if you are always put to blame
as if you are doing life wrong
and

as if you don't belong anywhere             :(


To be honest, I am feeling all of the above lately and I was affected by it, of course.

After hours of being upset over things people said, trying to figure what went wrong?
Do I feel like that because I agree with those statement? or I feel upset because I can't accept criticism? Which is which?

I sat back and thought about it. If time reversed, will you do the same thing?
Just think about it;
If yes, why fuss about all the unnecessary negative emotions right now? It means this is your choice, your choice in life to get things done this way. Who gave others the right to tell what's wrong and what's right to do, aite?
If no, then maybe you should spend an hour or so to be upset and get over it. Tell yourself that you will make wiser decision in life next time round.
The message that I'm trying to convey is that don't let others affect your emotion and decision in life.
I often get carried away from my own emotions by words people said all my life. I guess my greatest resolution for 2017 is to get rid of this part of me. I couldn't even recall how many times have I let silly things like that bring me down over the years.

Note to self: be less silly and live happier.

Remember, don't let anyone tell you what to do and what not to do. You can always seek for opinion and suggestions but they are never your decision because you decide for yourself :)


ciaoz xoxo