awful day

wat a day.. 4/11 11.58pm now.
early in d morning reached school then went or meeting, from 7.40 till 9.00
told us so many things. yet we only have 3 days left. wat to do?
dunno. do wateva i can and finish it.
during tat time... smtg happen again!
well.. senhong is there too. he n wau was talking bout this friday goin to sunway lagoon... then i was like wat...? actually i was kinda happy too. cz i didn't get to play tat time. and yet i m nt having a great time with them. maybe of somebody or something. who knows? only me.
5 ppl gang are actually goin out on tat day oso to sunway piramid. C!! same place with different ppl and jz a short distance apart.
this makes me go crazy again.
he start to go like u c lo. who is more important to me? i was like duh~~~~
how can i make my decision like this? tat's nt me at all.
both are imp 2 me. all are my frenz and which is included as the best ones!
i wanted 2 go out with them yet i wanna go out with them.
why they always want me to make decision btw this two????
i hate this.
long time never went out with waiye. i feel bad. N i really wanna spend time with them.
N yet sc hardly go out and yet another buddy of mine there will me grumbling and non-stop saying words which i don't like to listen.
he doesn't know tat. although sometimes i really mean to tell hm but he juz ignore me. well...
i told him didn't I? but... anyway, he is still a nice guy. my buddy!
jz sometimes cannot accept wat he do and wat is he thinking.
but this is for sure rite?
sometimes i don't understand irwin too.

had a mad time with peng and jieyi in leng lui there. keke.
the 3 of us are goin crazy... surely b'cz of me. haha

having society work bac feels good but sometimes stress...
but i kinda enjoy it yet sometimes i hate it. keke ^^
i enjoy having d stress. sounds crazy uhuh..?
N tat's wat insane val does. =S

damn freaking tired now. never get to play guess the sketch using my profile anymore i guess.
aihz. wateva la.
CHSJ comes first now. wow. sound so responsible. i hope i really do. ^^