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another day in class. last 3days. i dun have any feel bout this actually but.... it was like wow. i dun have 2 come back 2 this freaking hot class anymore. well. many people said that form4 is the best year for them. yeah. it is really fun. but... form2 is the best year to me. because i get to know them.......
eventually form 1 is my 2nd choice then form4. i dun really have clear memory for form1 but i know tat 05 is the only year that i wanted 2 go to school that much.

about tat friday day out again. well today i make my decision. i choose to go with waiye G.
dunno why i feel better to be with them. but not always. mostly.
i think this time not going out with them is mostly because worry that we will quarrel again..
on skype with czemin junkit and waiye senhong now.
kinda happy actually. now add wei seng in dy. =]
today in the school accidentally said smtg wrong to ky. but he didn't get angry with me. i thought he will b angry with me but he didn't. something tat is abnormal.i don't know why.
when i came home.... while chatting in MSN.
we got to chat and he told me that dunno when only can see me get mang zang. and that time only i know why is he acting so weird today.

suddenly feel tat my friends around me are all leaving or getting away from me one by one.
my frenz around me.....
well C took I K D . S took S
but they have their rights to have their own friends rite? i have no rights to stop them. but i just feel uncomfortable when looking them together.

another thing is tat i want to be S again. feel tough with this kinda life. tat's wat i m worrying bout before that and it really comes. argh. dunno what the hell am i thinking lately. so frustrated.
i wanna know what i m thinking.
help me!!!!

did i make d correct decision?
aikz =(
i hope i m right. =?