HOPE

Obviously, my blog is in coma. I don't plan to post a new post actually but this self-conflict in me is killing me.

My study plan isn't working. I only have two weeks left. TWO WEEKS?! Are you KIDDING me?!

How is it possible to prepare for so many units and papers? I am out of my mind seriously.

I want the Form One me! I just don't know how I did it the last time. Everything is under my control and I don't have to worry about anything. But now, I am the total opposite of it. Everything is so disorganised and I've ruined everything on my list.

Getting good grades is my responsibility.I know *guilty* I am not that kinda smart girl that I can just flip through the notes, walk into the exam hall calmly and get super duper good results. How I wish I can be like that too, well, I don't think so anyone will reject this kinda "super power" right? They are just smart, I know.

I have to figure out what is my problem. I cannot let this sucky results ever appear on an exam paper with the name chew sze yen valerie written on it. I will never forgive myself.

I hope I can find out the problem as soon as possible and let me get through this please.

That's all I want for 2011.

Let me find the solution,get through all the mood swing and study happily.

My dreams are waiting for me and I want it to come true so badly.