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Been pretty busy lately ... busy slacking when I am supposed to be enthusiastically ... studying.
This feels "MEHHHH".

and you must be wondering, so what does it mean by MEH? and does that extra "H"s behind suppose to mean anything else?

Well, it's pretty ... difficult ... to explain what exactly means by MEH but it's just something that you are comfortable with and give people that muram face kids give you when they don't get their sweets? I guess my explanation doesn't even make things clear and it confuse you more, isn't it?
-ohwowthatstheplan-  *TEEHEE*

We are making changes to our lives, day by day. I bet when all of us make a change, we doubt ourselves whether if this change at this moment is for the good or the bad, I can't tell either. But we will definitely need time to prove it.

was just browsing through a website and I found this :

20 Signs It's Time To Let Go And Move On

1. When your thoughts go to memories more than the present.

2. When the situation causes you more pain than joy.

3. When you expect, hope and plead for the person, place or situation to change.

4. When you become complacent, bored or resentful.

5. When the pattern persists even though you tried to fix it.

6. When you feel alone, unheard or disrespected.

7. When the situation is holding you back from growing and being who you want to be.

8. When you stay, hoping and expecting things to get better.

9. When you cry more than you laugh and love.

10. When you feel exhausted emotionally, spiritualty and physically.

11. When you have lost your passion and joy.

12. When you core beliefs and values have changed and you sacrifice who you are.

13. When you stop having fun.

14. When you fear this is the best it will be.

15. When you force a smile to mask the pain.

16. When you lose who you are and stop dreaming.

17. When you hold on out of fear of the unknown.

18. When you sense you are holding onto something meant to be let go.

19. When the thought of being free of the situation feels expansive.

20. When you believe in a better life for yourself. 

Sometimes in life when you are unsure about whether you are moving on the right track, a little tips given are healthy.

Continued...

Drafted this weeks ago and I only have the time to post it up now. This is how busy I am, maybe?
I have been wanting to spend hours to blog instead of spending it on books because medical books are killing me softly? That sounds romantic but hell no no no.

Two more days till my first mid-semester break here in Seremban. Oh great.
Isn't that what a student anticipates the most? HMMPH (:
Holiday simply means -IHAZALONGLISTOFTHINGSTODO- which includes nothing but study again? but it is definitely not coming in as the first on the list. I have a long list and pathetically short break, but it's okay. I have learned to live with it because one week is the longest and the shortest I can ever get *sobsob*. I will try my best to make myself fully utilize the precious twenty-four hours I have daily, just keep my fingers crossed that I don't sleep them off. The break, 168 hours worth more than diamonds to me, this is coming from a desperate medical student dying to have a break.

**SMILE** 

 :) 

Time to doze off!
Shall update more about the signals that have been transmitted throughout my brain cells this past few weeks on my next entry.

Till then,

Ciaoz.