Reality kicks

HOLLA

It's me, the girl behind these words again. *ofcourselaapuden*

From my introduction, you can definitely tell that I am a Malaysian if you have ever watched the Malaysian youtubers making videos about how we, Malaysians talk. Few years back, I remembered watching videos based on how we talked and I was like hell yeah, Malaysian ftw. We are multilingual and that is how we talk, how we roll .. and you know that moment when you are proud of your nationality for once *ahemm*. But nowadays, kiddos or youtubers wannabe started posting videos based on the same "howmalaysiansuse-LAH-HOR-EH" up and sharing it over Facebook like literally over and over again. and this starts to get annoying. Well, I can totally ignore it and not be so auntie complaining on my blog instead. Guess I am just very "concern" with the society today? Perhaps. It could be some young teenager's dream to win a Grammy's for directing THE great big film which hit the Hollywood box office for weeks in the future. Well, everyone deserves to have a dream. I have mine too *hmmmmm* I think I do? Yes I have ... just that I am uncertain with it *HEH* and so, I shall not be so harsh and give them a break, yeah? .LOL. I shall just ignore the post if I don't like it and take care of my stuff.

This reminds me that I shall not get myself so affected by insignificant people in life.

People say, "Friends come and go, you can't keep everyone around you, so pick the right ones and keep them forever". How true is that.

Day by day ...
Everyday different people walk pass you, give and take something from you.
They may come to you like a human but after getting things they want from you, they literally suck the hell outta you just like a vampire. That is a pretty cruel but true example.
or or or .. they can come like this.
They may come to you like an angel, flying around with a white dress and pretty wings then the next thing you know, everything turns black and wings turn into thorns, constantly poking you and spreading words untrue about you all around just like some pandemic disease. This sounds poisonous but hell yeah it's true.

Before I came to know this ugly fact about human society, I was pretty convinced that people everywhere are nice, as long as you treat them with the utmost sincerity of yours, they will do the same. But that is so not right. There are people who set up weapons daily just to keep you away for self defense, they say.
Because I gave my utmost sincerity and all I get was back stabbing. The world is never fair.
Fair and square only exist in the world called idioms. Meh.
But oh well, back to the question..
Who am I to change the world?

I am just a fatgirltryingsohardtobeadoctorandtoloseweight. Wow, brilliant description of myself.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA - please go ahead and have a good laugh -

Just.. you have no rights to get mad over someone when you don't know how to make yourself happy.
RIGHT?

I know that, who doesn't know that?

I still get mad over insignificant people is just simply because my little heart and brain cannot coordinate to adapt to this cruel world. I have been living in my own valley for years and sorta unprepared for war? HAH.
I can really make up tonnes of excuses for myself whenever it comes to my uncontrollable EQ. *peace*


Till the end of the day, story learnt ... I need to slowly get out of my comfort zone with a stronger heart, mind and soul to face the reality of the society. HOOOMAIIGAWD, this is just the beginning to everything.

Oh WELCOME TO ADULTHOOD!